In an Unreachable Dream

Why am I still rolling?

I keep on rolling rolling rolling every day

Yet I still make so many horrible unforgivable mistakes

Maybe if I just try one more time one more time

I can stop my breathing

(Song) Hyoscyamine

New song time. This one doesn't have a blog theme, I just started making the music box tune and it took off from there. Also, sorry about the weird bit at the end. I must have screwed something up when I exported it.

Sorry if I don't upload anymore songs for awhile, I've not been sleeping very well. It was so late when I made this song that I hardly remember making most of it. School is not fun when you can't keep your eyes open long enough to read a math problem, let alone solve it.

I keep looking out the windows all the time. What am I expecting to see? Most of the time it's just one of my cats, Memoar, running around. I need a nap.

MP3: http://www.sendspace.com/file/2o80ha

Long day

Yeah, here's an obligatory "Happy Thanksgiving" to everyone. My day was alright. My day was fantastic compared to what other people had to put up with these past few days.

Just felt sorta off today. I think it has something to do with being stuffed in a room full of people who all want to talk to me and ask me stupid questions. I hate my relatives. Why can't any of them tell that I don't really feel like talking? I always...dislike being around people. Holidays are the worst though. It doesn't help that I've just been in a bad mood lately.

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Wait, I just remembered this personal problems are boring and you guys come here for music. So music I shall provide. I don't often do this, but I'm kinda in a block right now so if anyone has a request I'll see what I can do. That's all for now.

(Song) Resolve.

As requested by greenlight. I rushed a bit on this one because I wanted to make sure it got done as soon as possible. I can't say I know what's supposed to happen at the solstice, but I wish all of you who are fighting the best of luck.

It seems that a lot of people are being attacked recently. I can't really say I've seen anything even remotely suspicions (well, other that the pictures in my last entry), but it still worries me a bit.

Download MP3 Here: http://www.sendspace.com/file/z9yrus

So I went to the park yesterday.

My little sister and I went to the park near our house yesterday to try and take advantage of one of the last nice sunny days before it started getting cold out. It's a pretty neat place, there's a huge stairway that leads into a small valley lined with trees. It's a nice place to walk (the pictures I used for my last two songs are pictures I took at the place I'm talking about). Anyway, further along the path there's this tunnel that runs under a road. We found some...interesting things in there.

Next three are all one thing, it was too big to get in one picture.

Yeah, this is one I added. I couldn't resist.

What it looks like from the outside.

Pretty obvious.

Anyway, both of us though it was cool so we just took pictures of pretty much everything there (that was interesting). Personally I think they're a little too...I dunno, obvious to be "real". We got a good laugh out of it I guess.

(Song) What Now?

Based on yet another blog called "What now?". It's about a fellow named "B" who's on the run from Slendy along with his friend/girlfriend Melody. I guess what inspired me the most was how dedicated B is to protecting Melody. I don't want to say it's cute....but it really is sweet.

The thing this song represents most in uncertainty, as evidenced by the fact that the title itself is a question. There's also a weird, really deep bass throughout the song (you can hear it the best in the beginning) that I think kinda sounds like a heartbeat. I think I like the ending the best.

I think I'm making these too short. What do you guys think?

Download MP3 here: http://www.sendspace.com/file/bzwuxc

(Song) OpenTheDoor

First song up. Inspired by the blog "Seeking Truth" by Zeke Strahm who I hear is still around somewhere and posting on other people's blogs. I really liked this blog, it was very interesting and well-written. I pretty much went through the whole thing in one day. Do I believe anything it says? Most likely not. But it was certainly interesting to read.

As for the song itself, I like how it turned out. Obviously this one was very Silent Hill influenced, but mostly because that's what Zeke's story made me think of. Kinda sad, but with a bit of hopefulness. Like he's still willing to put up a fight.

I'll have a download link up soon if anyone's interested.

EDIT:: Download the MP3 here

Intro

This blog will serve mainly as a place to share the various songs I like to compose. My username's  Hosozukuri, but you can call me Hoso, Kuri, Zuku, whatever. Why that name? Because I'm a lame otaku. Sue me.

My favorite composers are Akira Yamaoka and Yoko Shimomura, Wowaka, Treow, and there are probably others I can't think of right now. I haven't made enough songs to really have developed a 'style' yet. I guess my style is whatever new instrument pack I happen to download that the time XD

I use FL studio to make my stuff. I just got it recently so I'm sure I'm not using it to it's full potential yet. I just figured out how the mixer works and everything.

So I don't have much else to say ATM. I have a song in the works right now, maybe I'll have it up soon. I have a youtube account too, but there's nothing on there yet.